I hear you, choose a battle between going intuitive or pragmatic, mate. While a free stay with bro sounds cool, it seams lesser appealing to you when compared with seeing your holiday home that you stated you haven’t been to in years! Either way, anything can happen and be out of your control. Hear your inner voice in a conjusive environment and maybe you will pack the right clothing if at all & travel. May peace be with ya,✈️.